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Mr. Dread always comes in plight
unexpected in the night
I woke in a panic
as his presence came to flight
'been' stuck in my head
consumed with anger I can no longer take
raging words
contempt with hate
ashamed of the emotion I feel inside
I no long am able to hide
(“stay in the light
peace and love, “I feel ignored”)
here it comes anyway
I have to release:
fuck
you fear
your a haunting
illusion.
Fuck you haters
who have bruised
my soul.
Fuck you to the
liars,
who claimed there
love;
you transparent cheaters
who swore on there life.
Stabbed me in
the back;
as you pulled out
the knife,
All the
disappointments,
betrayal's and
lies;
Layer upon layer of hurtful thoughts
a festering pain pulsating my heart
a lonely child crying in the night
remembering flash backs of fright
taken back to the start it all ignites
forced to choke on self centered mite
instilling fear to a fragile heart.
“do what I say, not as I do;
“be a good girl,
it will all come back to you”.
“I'm sorry, he
said, as he let me be,
back to the
beginning ; “your heart is set free”
(Mr.
Dread)
Mel 2016
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